Instead

Today I had to see the man I love think of her,
I had to think, I blew my only chance,
Everything I do, potrays in love.
In love I am, all alone.
Everyday, how you used to love me,
Disappearing, more everytime you look at me.
Was that really my only chance?
to find the love I so crave…
You have cheated so easily before,
would you not do that to me Instead?
You have hidden your true feelings,
would you not do that to me Instead?