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Just Feel Safe


In your embrace, i tend to find my escape
from worldly factions and dismal places
with impartial races having depressing faces
and feeling like my life is severely jaded
and i start fading

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....

I ask myself "Why do I stay?"
when what you offer
isnt even half of what i deserve,
and you can be such a perve

But i play along too
sending messages and signals
that i want more than just you

Your body is enticing,
not just because of its beauty,
I just feel safe with you
and i hate that you don't see me

For what i truly am,
perfection of your heart
For who i truly am,
a broken girl crippled and scarred

I think that you see me
as some girl to fill your lonely space
give a call to in the middle of the nights
to ease your daily 'manly aches'
I think you see me
as someone not apart of your future
as someone 'just for now'
I am really just some girl?
That girl?
Really? Am I just your 'booty call'?

Do you not think so far ahead?
You confuse me to no end.

... and ...

Your smile...
Your hugs...
Your kisses...
Your comfort...
all of which keeps me where i am
Still i am pinned to your wall
How did i get like this?
What a hard fall!

In your embrace, i tend to find my escape
from worldly factions and dismal places
with impartial races having depressing faces
and feeling like my life is severely jaded
and i start fading

.... away ....

Here i am, still i stay?
"Feeling safe" because you keep me from fading away,
even when its you who has me down
you're still around

... and ...

I just feel safe with you
and i hate that you don't love me
I just feel safe with you
and I've said it so much
that I believe this illusion is true

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Jordanne
Written by Jordanne (RubixCube)
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