I fall over words unsaid
Never spoken
And never read
Just trying to find them
Leaves my heart constricting
In rebellion to my emotions
When I donít know how to sayÖ

Donít misunderstand me
We arenít talking about love
Youíll never catch me pining
For some kind of three legged
Relationship with the internet
When you just donít turn me on
In that boy-girl kind of way
And Iíve no desire to bonk you
Cyberly or otherwise

Itís all platonic
And yetÖ
You matter to my heart
To my edgy sanity
And truly Iíve lost count
Of every time youíve unknowingly
Pulled me back up
From the edge of the abyss
That resides within me
That has been begging
Me back into the bottle

Would it be too grand to say
Youíve more than once
Saved my life?

Though I loathe to admit
That I rely a little too much
On the laughs and your strange company
And that sometimes, just sometimesÖ
I miss you when youíre gone
And that I really do hate
Your compliments
Because Iím not quite sure
How to take them †

And so I fall
Over words unsaid
Never spoken
And never read
To reach some kind of conclusion
That friend is not a dirty word
And that Iím not weak
For needing you, as a friend
While I honestly hope we never
Have this conversation

© Indie Adams 2012
Written by Indie (Miss Indie)
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