beyond repair family affair(to my siblings 2 out of 3)

   
   
   
   
    up until the day I finally part ways with this earth-i refuse to have a heart that is heavy; I've had more than enough time to sit with my thoughts;  
   
    to the two out of three of you, as hard as it is to do, I forgive the both of you.... swore that i was the lost one-and perhaps to a degree that's true but with that being said I want nothing to do with neither of you....