blue girl

 
I am your blue girl
melancholy, in the pain
your masochistic woman
in love with the hurt
 
powerful feeling doubt
mixed with a certainty we are in love
our souls touch and burn with the feeling
it overwhelms us really
 
left reeling with emotions
we pull apart  
wandering alone in the dark
with an emptiness
knowing even death can't save us
 
no one will get us darlin
my anger is toxic
my love is rage
you fuck me up
I deserve no less
then the volatile you
 
I understand this man
who pierces me with hate
knowing it's beneath you to feel for me
but you can't escape my emotional chaos
it wraps around you while you are resting
touching your stoic hard
 
you rise in the moment
against your will you think of me
I bring you passion that aches
a beautiful reminder
love is supposed to hurt
 
if not burn with the banality  
of a greeting card wife