Love

 
I feel too much
a wide spectrum of feelings
hurt weeps inside me
I ache with the feeling
hold it tight and give it meaning
my rejection is utter
I am inconsolable

wretched existence
forlorn and vulnerable
there is no sanctuary for heartbreak
just bitter honesties that burn

sorrow brimming with tears
balled up inside
curled into myself craddling the pain
sucker punched

the soul of me scorned by humanity
they don't get me
you want to belong
more than you want to love me

sacred melancholy let go
the outcast is me
shivering in the warmth of their stares
knowing I am unwanted

in love with a man who just can't understand