MINE

I was Afraid to move  
Did I want some thing to happen  
Did I think you would change  
Did I believe if I moved  
I would explode  
I endured bullets, bombs, rockets,  
M 80's
shoved down my ears  
Until I was in tears  
Feared of  Fearless cares  
Blocked you out
So Nothing I could hear  
Because we were not a pair  
Invisible ropes hung me
day and night  
I was too tierd to fight  
Drowning and unspeakable things
A blind eye saw  
Scars ripped to the core  
Did I think I would explode  
If I walked away  
What would of happened
 if I didn't stay
would I be alone  
Would someone else
Give you a home
 
I Can't move!  
I reached out my Arms  
I Surrender  

GOD VOICE
"My child  
Here's your suit of armor  
And your helmet  too  
I'm giving you strength
A sword at your feet  
I heard you
when you gave in  
I'm here to help you my friend

I finally moved  
And once I took my foot off the mine  
The only thing exploded was You  
So what was I afraid of  
why did I stay  
I wish someone told me  
at that time  
that a controlling man  
could feel like  
you're standing on a mine.