Okay..?

Do you know that feeling when you
Want to scream, but you can't ?
Or what about when you
Want to cry but can't?
Exactly how I feel..
All My mixed emotions
Get confusing,
Overwhelming..
I don't know who to
Trust, who will listen or care.
The one who I really need,
Isn't always there anymore..
I have no idea where to roam...
I just know I don't
Want to be left alone.
I hope that one day,
It'll all change.
One day, everything will be okay,
Happiness and peace at mind
Will return along with those
I miss dearly..
That the hauntings will stop,
And the scars will fade away
Completely..
But I know, it'll
Never happen..
I cry to my self late at night.
But can I
Go through one more day,
Like everything's ok..?