She Loves Me Not,And Does Not Matter Anymore.

I felt that the love I have given, was not appreciated,nor reciporcated. I once was a fool in love.  Yet now my heart is wise and educated, my love is the real thing and never could be duplicated. I'm a great lover,, I can manifest it and illustrated.  Tonight my bed is cold and I hate it.  I admit her touch and beauty had me intoxcicated. But the loneliness she left  me with had me sad frustrated and devestated. I must admit our love making, was pleasureable and unregulated. I admit I was a fool in love. And I am not ashamed to state it. So if she does not love me anymore, it does not matter, we climb the stairrway to heaven together. And I'm so gratful that I climb that ladder. She may be Michael Jackson bad, but I'm badder.  So if she does not love me anymore. We are even now and it does not matter.  I need a woman that, when I love her, she loves me back, when I am falling off the track, she guides me back. Emotional support is what she lacked.  I guess she loved me not, because she never had my back. I am a man that needs more than beauty or hot in the sack. I admit that I still love her. But I will never take her back, This is not based on my feelings, this is actual fact.  It does not matter if she loves not, And that is as sure as my name is not Jack. It is what it is, and on her this is not a attack. It does not matter if she love me not. I will wait for love like Luther said, until God send the woman that loves me back.