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I am Lost .

Lost in this cold bitter unforgiven world.
Nowhere to turn to , No one to listen , not even care .
You gave me life , now you treat me like a piece of dirt you swept up.
Nothing I do is never good enough , instead of happiness , its disappointment , shame , humiliation .
I'm 17.
Lost in this world .
Instead of guiding me . you've mislead .
Should I even call you my father , or mother ?
I'm on my own , have been .
Stuck like an old piece of gum , spit out like I'm out of flavor . That flavor no one wants .
Alone . Torn apart . Am I even your daughter ?
You don't treat me like it .
More like a punching bag .
I'm not wanted here .
So why stay ?
You don't want me , I'm just here cause you didn't pay attention .
Dark bitter place .
What happen to happiness ?
Gone , never existed . Do I blame you ?
Absolutely . Should I ? Probably not .
Lost in this cold bitter world .
This is me , the depressed daughter .
The one with a horrific past . The scars inside and out .
Memories that never leave .
Do me a favor , just one .
Take care of them , protect them .
Be a better parent . Don't do this to them , like you did me .
I'm 17 . The oldest , get blame for everything .
Save them the pain , agony , deepest scars .
Don't leave them alone in this cold bitter world . Like me .
I'm alone , what I fear most about my future .
I'm alone and lost in this cold bitter world .
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