WHAT A REAL WOMAN NEEDS

Have you seen through the process of the storms, that is brewing in the mist of your own confusion, and the doubt and fear of the unknown. Have you felt trapped by someone else and you felt, the inside of your heart was being ripped from your chest. Yet you saw the real difference in reading  between the lines of what love is and what love ain't. As it becomes more clearer when you look at the hurt and pain, that you have and had to go through, in the still of the days and night alone. But yet as you know and think back in your mind and heart. As the front door that you once let open after being closed for so long, yet you let your guard down and let him enter. YET as it change as it slowly began to close once again, like an slam door being shut with an force of anger and regret. For i must ask thyself do I deserve this kind of treatment, for don't I need love and want love in my life. FOR WHAT GIVES YOU HONOR AND RESPECT TO GIVE YOU. The right to deny that to me as a strong woman, who is worthy and educated and strong minded. As I can stand on my own two feet and think for thyself as a WOMAN. For you see because of the way you treated me, with your lies and dishonestly and distrust and disloyalty. As you've tried to weave yourself into my life, talking and acting like a pimp talking loud and saying nothing, for after all your actions don't speak to me as that is important to me. But little did you know that your thoughts of what a woman needs, is not a man child who wants to control her not a man child. WHO doesn't know how to treat a woman, as you  treasure and admire her with the upmost of respect in a relationship.That is a wonderful and blessed thing to love a woman, who stands by your side back to back and mind to mind and heart to heart and spiritual soul of souls...🙏 SHAMAN III 📿🪷🐺👍