the mark of the beast

 
I wept tears of regret in the morning
sullen of hope lest you see me
I turn inward and pull back
not all was as it seemed

I sought you from far off
and you retreated in your reverie
I couldn't find you there
in my need I sulk

I desire you greatly
do you know how much?
so much it hurts
it breaks me into heaving mounds of flesh
my heart tears from my breasts
leaving me utterly exposed

I desire you in the heat of me
where soul fucks soul
and there is nothing else in that moment

you kissed me slowly and punished my pride
while you caress my dark
and talk to my demons by name
you covet my vulnerabilities and my shame
uttering sweet expletives to tame the beast

your heady stare told me you felt me deep
down in my darkness you also keen
my black faith was placed on your Sadistic
knowing you would open the way to my soul
then secure me to you and lead me into seduction
the likes I've never known before

I would know you forever
I am marked indelibly yours