Spark

Hello. I'm stuck in my thoughts again
A whirlwind of chaos that never seems to end
Goodbye. To a life that was worth going through hell
All that's left of me are the bitter remains of this hollow shell.
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I stop to breathe this intoxicating remorse
It's hard to stay sober when I'm the very source
Of my own despair and heart break
Is it even worth going through the struggles to remain sane?
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I seek an end to this winter that's got me in its grip
I was caught off guard and not well equipped
I need an ignition, something to bring warmth to my core
My spark has run out and I just can't take it anymore.
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I need a spark to light the fire that once burned within me
There's only darkness and this constant deep freeze
When will my heart feel alive once again?
Do I have a future or is this really the end?
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I seek an end to this winter that's got me in its grip
I was caught off guard and not well equipped
I need an ignition, something to bring warmth to my core
My spark can be revived if I have something worth fighting for.