interminably agonizing

his hands rove my body in a constant fantasy
he makes me feel naked even when I’m not
the space between my legs aches for him nightly
thoughts of him cause my skin to flush pink
I’m struck dumb by his presence
as thoroughly as the night he first kissed me
it’s intoxicating
to be this hopelessly devoted and vulnerable
and simultaneously interminably agonizing
to be denied for so long
all I can be
is grateful
to have felt such love and desire
some people never even get to feel this