Take Me Back

Everyday I feel a little bit of pain each day you’re away.
As my heart slowly becomes empty and all I’m left with are the memories I’ve spent with you as you gave me so much happiness meanwhile as of now I’m left in sorrow as I drown in my tears dreading the day you decided to leave me.
Broken and useless I feel as though I can’t function without wanting to see or speak to you again yet I know a part of me feels you won’t even bother hearing another sorry from me even though every apology I say could never be said carelessly for when it comes to you I care about you more than life in itself.
Not having you around makes me feel so lonely and weak as if a part of me feels detached from reality as I can’t focus on anything without wanting to hear your voice, feel the touch of your hand or the kiss of your lips again.
I miss the feeling of you holding me, running your fingers through my hair, smiling at me while playing with me and sleeping next to me comfortably in your bed as it felt so peaceful and beautiful with you;
I know I’m not perfect,
I know I’m not easy,
I know I’m hard to be around with at times, but honestly I know for you I could be a better woman better yet a better person if I could have another chance.
I don’t want to go on without you nor do I want to go on each day pretending you’re just some other stranger to me.
Tell me how can I be without you when you were the one I trusted my mind, my heart, my body, and secrets with?
How am I supposed to be able to feel at ease whenever I think of you?.
I don’t even feel the same without you anymore as I feel so numb while thinking about each moment we shared together I feel as though a part of me feels dumb for missing you so badly ‘cause you’re tired of my hard headed ways and I know at times I can be crazy, but believe me when I say no one keeps me calm like you do and no one else makes me feel as good as you do.
I swear to you that you truly make me want to change as you’re the stable force that I’ve been looking for in my life and you’re someone I don’t want to lose as you motivate me and help me in each every way
for I know damn well I ain’t stupid enough to let you go and even if you want to walk out my life I won’t beg you to stay, but don’t ever tell me I didn’t try for you or tell me I would never come back because I never wanted to leave anyways ‘cause no matter what I still want you.
Don’t leave me here asking why you had to go,
please come back and take me into your arms.
Please stay with me,
hold me,
take me back.