If I was .

It I was braver you know face your fear and worry about it later. If I could just let go and fall and not give a hoot where I land. If I was a clean sheet of paper what creative and arty fabrications could I draw?. If I was two feet taller and three stones lighter would my inside jump with joy and I feel the enormity of it all.. If I was less self conscious and let my heart be full of love instead of it being  filled with memories that knock the stuffing out of me . If I was walking on a path that allowed a detour packed with a rucksack of sandwiches of self love spread so thick it tastes like honey so sweet my taste buds are cheering inside . But would I take it . If I was one thought less and one thought more would I make it .