broken...

If I told you I still love you,
What would you say,
Would you say you love me too,
Or laugh and walk away,
So many thing i wish i had done,
So many things I wish I hadn't,
Life without you isn't fun,
Many things have crossed my mind but you haven't,
You honestly never left,
I've been laying on your side of the bed,
Thats all I can say cause I haven't slept,
I wonder if I would be better off dead,
No pain,
No tears,
No pleading in vain,
Losing you was one of my biggest fears,
You broke my heart in two,
But the sad thing is,
My broken heart still belongs to you,
I can't stand you,
I no longer love you,
And more than anything,
I wish that statement were true.