If I Knew Then (with song)

If I knew then what I know now  
I wonder what I would do..  
Would I still believe that I was fat?  
Would I think I wasn’t cool?  
Would I spend more time just having fun  
or would I focus more on school?  
It’s hard to say... but one thing’s for sure…  
 
If I knew then what I know now  
I never would have been with you.  
I never would have kissed those ashtray lips  
or let you make me feel blue.  
I wouldn’t have waited around so much  
while you tried out someone new.  
Yeah, if I knew then what I know now  
I never would have been with you!  
 
If I knew then what I know now,  
I wonder how things would be.  
Would I still believe I couldn’t sing,  
and everyone was laughing at me?  
Would I start a rock band and tour the world,  
or would I just get lost at sea?  
It’s hard to say... but one thing’s clear to me…  
 
If I knew then what I know now  
I never would have been with you.  
I wouldn’t have bought those lies you told;  
I’d have my own point of view.  
I wouldn’t have kissed those ashtray lips  
or let you make me feel blue.  
I wouldn’t have waited around so much  
while you tried out someone new.  
I would have known I didn’t deserve  
all the crap you put me through.  
Yeah, if I knew then what I know now  
I never would have been with you!