A Jaded Mind

 A vessel of infinite possibilities,
a consciousness of hyper intelligent, immortal Soul,
but limited by animated strings, thus attached,
thrust a rock against, the hard spot, of once I was stuck,
a sparks conduct,
in the emotional being,
with some sort of moral goal, and sentimental feeling,


Arduous thus, of the interwoven love and trust
and let my heart bust, exemplify enough, Beats
Beating, devotion I partake, in a tussle a clarifying a must,
or just showing off the cardiac muscle,


Pushing, the nervous system daily,
for then no surprise, when it finally fails me,
the flux of blood, complexity,
and pulsing steadily,

Labeled, a visionary,  
simply im awaiting for the deadly melody,
to take me to the one who made,  
see the question of the answer,
in the technical difficulties of religions, and the thought of prosper,
Hence if an ever after...disaster