Suspicious encounter

Hello Universe
It is me again
Looking at you
Maybe the only reason I am here
Everything else is your sense of humour

And the game is settled
You are the big guy
I am the watcher
You moving around my environment
Never motivated me
I could only feel it when you were not around
Never assured me
Never gave me will
And desire to live

The game is settled
You are the big guy in school
I am the watcher
You got your affairs
Your drug deals

I am nothing when I look at you
I find motivation when you are not around

And you will always be the big guy at school
That I will never get anything from
But just watch
Not a wink
Not a nod
But I will keep watching at you
Because you overshadow everyone else.