Piercing

Turning away I scream out loud,
Letting my lungs burn,
Scorching flames in my throat.
Bloody tears streaming down my face,
Shaking body...I'm a mess.
Pierced heart about to fail,
No turning back, I cannot bail.
I grab a razor and point it at my heart,
Let me finish this mess...
I'm already fallen apart.
I take a deep breath... ready for action...
Then I pierce it right through....
My breath shortening...
it's almost over...
As I close my eyes and sigh in pain...