Enlightment

Is the greatest reward to accept one’s fate as we bow unto the carnal pleasures of sin, we give hearts and minds unto another, the lending of our flesh, the gratification felt within the sole act.    
   
Is it better to love with your mind than your body, giving unto another your deepest thoughts, which the subconscious covets, yet, your heart refusing to adhere.        
      
Where the liaison of the mind becomes obsessional, the journeys to merge thoughts co-mingling, whereas, the truth of the heart refuses to stop the course of the mind’s serendipity actions; rather it is found to be right, or injustice behind the lewdness.      
      
In the ancient days when love letters, were such beautiful thoughts upon its written context, sprayed, with our sweet perfume scent, and then whisked out of our hands to our awaiting lover.      
      
Bated breaths in anticipation to read the reflection of the heart it feels, the mind in silence it unspeaks.      
      
Eager eyes reading feverish thoughts, our wants, our hidden desires, heartbeats pounding in the replacement of pounding within our naked soul, leaving our hearts to bleed once the mind is no longer in sync to comply, to soar off its beautiful melodies.      
      
Is there a lost art of passion, due to the technology we have surrendered our minds too, have we have forgotten the heart rules the mind, once upon a time, where we showed less skin, more intellect ruled, chasten thoughts was in giving of the degree of the heart.      
      
In this day and age, whereas, we no longer place our most sacred heart upon a pedestal, for the right person to capture it, cultivate it, and nourish the crown of our Charkas, the mind in its depth to alliance of reaching the heart.      
      
Mentally making love in the dark, forsaking the appearance of human touch, words absence of speaking truth from our lips.      
      
Most would say if it isn’t broke don’t fix it, however, how do you even attempt to repair something that will never break, when all logical of the mind relates to the heart’s the complexities, its passion, the circumvent of lust, the self-made concepts to love entirely with the mind, and delaying the emotions grandeur of the heart, however, this concept may appeal to a wide range of believers.        
      
In addition, it does ventures into several sectors; you have your muse love, your crushes, your sacred Chakras someone else feels to psychologically engage, explore with sight unseen. the pause, of the human mind and the correlation when trying to upkeep its lack of emotional aggression, the misgiving will always leave the mind to wander and the heart to shadow, in the end, leaving the person, emotionally depleted, with vague thoughts one must contend with, a bad cloud of judgment of what could had been, which was never was, summing it up to only an alluring mind affair and your heart was only present for the voyage.    
   
Is an unseen presence, we indulge by the mind declared love by simply sharing out most trusted and sacred emotions, which over time becomes more lucid, more pronounced, whereas, we learn to accept the fruitless of its bearing giving our mindset a false sense of love, in as much, it becomes the worth of our value.  
   
Creating the temperament ideology to engage in online sexual prowess, which does at times entails many variants of porn.  
   
Is that allusion of perversion a scapegoat the mind, does  the person’s inner connection lay within that mental comfort, if you guessed right, you are correct.    
   
As going into the field of studying the mind, I have bear witness to several sessions of someone mental cognitive awareness placed under psychoanalysis of the brain... a fascinating experience and be advised this subject had an higher than average IQ.    
   
Therefore, this brings me to the summary of my conclusion, no matter what state the mind is stabilized in, it is your sole responsibility to maintain its potential growth, spiritually, emotionally, and mentally.  
    
As of late, I have noticed more citizens have become depressed and are making new patients assessed for anxiety, or are showing signs of depressive behavior, and more anger. School age teenagers are being seen for home outbursts, and disruptive in classroom, the ages as ranging from eleven to sixteen, and then a drop off, and the older adults.  
 
My profession are seeing these segments of the population, personally, I cannot break it down into any variables, as to why? we are just now returning to normalcy from being on lockdown from Covid-19.  
 
Our lifestyle has changed drastically. Most are returning to work from home into a much larger population, the stress of finding a babysitter becomes a concern now, the stress of commuting, and another factor, gas prices in this day and age.  
 
Those are just a few to name to take into consideration when thinking this could be some of the reasons society is becoming more aggressive.  
 
Mass shooting has been on the uprise, and some of these suspects have histories of Mental Health Illness.  
 
I am an advocate of Mental Health, Breast Cancer, and Childhood Cancer, if you suffer from any form mental illness, and you have taken it upon yourself to seek counseling, I applaud you, with the most humbling respect, and in eh day of your, excuse the southern flair, mental Illness was taboo to discuss, it was once categorized as hearsay, looked upon as witchery, when villagers were having  schizophrenia deviations.  
 
Mental Illness has come a long away through modern science, where the subject can be discussed openly, without any stigmatisms, no guilt, no shame.  
 
However, if you conceal behind your darkness and create the illusion of your mental hell, do not become chagrined because higher intellects do not want to become a member of it, and why is that it is detrimental to the chemical balance of those beautiful neurotransmitters that fires to gives that boost to the energy of our two brain hemispheres, right and wrong, left and right.  
 
The mind needs to be pampered in a state of positiveness animation, it draws in that je ne sais quoi, that Sun... smooth shine, that spiritual caress to your soul, with a truthful kiss, relish in the warmth.  
 
When the intellect is deprived of cognitive awareness the creativity oxygen dies of its elevation, always remember that.    
 
Everyone must strive to get, and then keep the mind and heart in alliance, once blended, that spiritual awareness is a calming effect. You think it, your feel, therefore, you write it.  
Never lean toward negativity energy it has no light, it is dark, keep that light, the world is already daunting, and smile, and keep stepping forward, do not look backwards, it is not called the past for nothing, stay on your journey,  
 
I must tell you, you only get one shot at this life its not a rehearsal, so please make your Broadway Scenes you call your life count, and enjoy each phase, not to worry, that wooden rocking chair is not going anywhere, therefore, enjoy, inhale, exhale, find that good energy, smell some roses, bow to yourself, and walk away in spiritual grace, and never allow anyone to steal your joy.  
 
Then you are not helping yourself or others who depend on you to be a joy in their life, good luck always on the revolving journey of self-mental care. or if you on some form of mood-altering prescribed medication from a licensed physician may it keep you encouraged to be your best each and every day.  
 
I must share this with you.  
 
This is so ironic, I went in search from New York to Tennessee, for a very special stone, Laparederite, and we I prayed the second Councilman from Nashville, Tennessee will be reinstated, in Congress, and I be darn, the second Council, Justin Pearson, was reinstated today on my favorite day, which is Wednesday, the Creator is good all the time.  
 
Be good to yourself and to others, and until the core of our mind fuse, stay safe, live, laugh, and please love self above all.  
 
SKC, Interim DON, APRN