IN DARKNESS, I AWAIT

 
Dark shadows within the night
I will often remember
In my restless slumber
The flicker of your soft light.

I refuse to be fooled
By your scent of musk
Wafted in moonlight til dusk
My heart won't be overruled.

You are nowhere near
Yet I feel your presence
It makes no kind of sense
For I still know you're here.

And it is but only you
That finds the very best
For I often withdrawal or surpress
Coz I want and need noone new.

You watch me as I sleep
Within your darkened gaze
Vigilant both night and day
For my soul you guard and keep.

Gentle kisses that'll always linger
As the hourglass filters the sand
Your power I'll never understand
In a touch of your lips and finger.

Your lips on my mouth and cheek
And your hands will softly caress
My throbbing confused hot mess
As my desires continue to peak.

This feeling will never grow old
You work me as your lucky charm
With mouth, hands and body warm
Our secret's safe never to be told.

Quickly beneath you begin to melt
As snow falling within the Spring
What sweet happiness you bring
Even if only your presence is felt.

Worries and doubts fill up my mind
As you leave me with one last kiss
Where will we ever go from this
Loneliness again is all I can find.

Silently I have begun to drop tears
For our love I will always cherish
Your memory I will not let perish
Your presence calms my fears.

My heart began to flutter and race
As your spirit begins to slowly rise
Again you gaze deeply in my eyes
Hold me in the warmest embrace.

Til together again I'll always burn
As again I am in restless slumber
Moments hid away to remember
And I impatiently await your return.