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Conquer and Heal

As a child
Hating to focus
Focus on myself
Anything was better
Better than that...
Why should I?
Focus on my self
Focus on my health
Focus on my wealth
Receiving answers
Not really hearing
Neglecting
What makes me
Me
At the core of my being
Shaking
Body aching
Rejecting
Cause of the thoughts
I keep injecting
Fighting
A never ending battle
With self
Fearing
It'll be too late
To save
My own health
Mind in chaos
Just breathe
Breathe in
Then breathe out
You'll make it through this
So have no doubt
My inner dialog
Trying to understand
My way
Through my own personal
Fog
Everything so unclear
Clarity fading in and out
Certainly with no doubt
For this I will conquer
My deepest fear
Healing of self
Is why I'm really here
Written by KrystalG
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Author's Note
Was just sitting here reflecting again. On how, when I was growing up I never seemed to be able to care about my overall health. I looked healthy... but even as a child, I didn't feel all that healthy. I was healthy enough, and that's all that mattered to me. I convinced myself that my body would stay that youthful way forever. Just like a vampire haha. Despite what others might have said. This mindset has impacted me in my adult life and now I am trying to get my body back on track before I get older and it's simply too late. My primary goal in life is to achieve Ultimate healing for myself! My deepest fear is not being able to achieve this, it's my path to prove myself wrong. Hope you enjoy the read💜
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