Don’t let me drown alone

I suffocate on    
four-letter words    
as your hands    
grip my ass and    
rest my pussy    
on your face    
   
I fear for you    
for just a moment,    
as we sink slowly    
in the deep end,    
because I’ve always    
been terrified of drowning    
and your skin    
turns purple as    
your mouth    
covers me    
   
and I think to    
save you for a moment    
but then    
   
your tongue licks    
straight up    
my wet slit,    
and concern    
turns to    
yes    
gasped    
like the last    
breath of air    
   
my nails dig into    
the headboard,    
back arched    
thighs clamped    
against your face,    
floodwaters    
barely at bay    
   
And you do that    
thing and…    
oh god…    
oh fuck….    
shit..    
please…    
oh…    
   
I know I’m    
not going to break    
surface this time    
   
I know I’m not.    
   
so I throw my    
head back    
and and let go    
   
They say drowning    
is a silent killer    
but my throat    
is hoarse from    
screaming your name;    
   
together we watch    
the light    
fade    
   
and    
breathe    
deeply    
underwater