RELEASE ME

Like a bullet aimed at me directly
You landed in my life
And found your way
Through my freshly broken heart
With tact and care
You helped me pick the broken pieces
And mended it
And soothed me to healing
You were a rebound
Loved me in the most gentle way
I felt thats what i deserved
I felt good
And got rooted in your love

All I wanted was a lot of  love
To be loved right
And to love right back
I wanted to feel
The magnitude of your words in actions
I wanted the steamy sex you hyped
I wanted to feel the orgasms you told me
I wanted the evenings walks by your side
I wanted the kisses and hugs
To be the last  to see before sleep
And first to see as i wake up
The breakfast in bed you promised
To help me scrub my back in the shower
The endless cuddles
The pillow talks
The treats

I didn't expect you to marry me
I didn't want your money
I just needed you
And the simple acts
Would have earned my loyalty
And we would have
Enjoyed this entanglement
For as long as it was convenient for us
Never been that happy in my life
The void you left hasn't been filled
And i miss your type of love

Years down the line
I haven't moved on
I am still trauematised
Or rather possessed
Still hoping that one day
You'll decide to deliver me
From the spell you casted on me
Still hoping for the paradise
 You prepared for us
Stop caging me
Release me so i could fly freely
My new master needs the whole of me now.