I’ll Never Forget You

 
We had our good times,
We had our bad times.
We were two imperfect people that found each other at an imperfect moment.
When we first met we were two geeky teenagers that bonded over poetry and soon became best friends.
Even when we both went our separate ways;
You went off to college at nineteen and me at seventeen I had already graduated from high school and was in love with my first love till after a year we split up and I been through a few dead end relationships that weren’t exactly all that till we started to talk again and next thing you know who would’ve predicted that the two of us fell in love so fast and so easily.
 
It almost felt like something out of a Nicholas Sparks novel in the beginning as we were both so happy and crazy in love,  
at that time it felt like you were the only one for me.
I’ll never forget about the times you always kept me on my toes with the things you said,  
I won’t ever forget about the times we’d stay up talking on the phone at night till dawn nor could I forget for a moment about the plans we made like when you promised me you’d one day give me a house that we could live in together or have a family with five kids and a dog all in one;
But suddenly you changed, you grew so distant.
Was it because of my looks?
Was it because I wasn’t good enough? or was it because I could never ever compete with your last ex? these were the questions I always asked myself.
I sometimes sit and wonder if you ever really loved me like how I loved you as my pain in my heart still runs deep for I could never forgive how you treated me so disrespectfully;
You know I would’ve ride for you and died for you, but sadly I doubt you’d ever do the same.
If you’d kill someone else it’d probably be for your own selfish gain.
A true sociopath that I hated yet sadly loved ‘cause I wanted to be the Harley Quinn to your Joker as I knew I was your partner in crime no matter what the penalty was I’d ride till the wheels fell off and crash like Thelma and Louise.
You know we could’ve had something really special, but instead you showed your ass and gave me another side of you I didn’t need to see.
I’m no longer frustrated,
I’m no longer angry with what you did to me.
I forgive you,
I forgive you for all the hell you put me through.
Regardless of what you did to me I will always love you and wish you the best and hope you are blessed and thank you for all the good things you at least did for me in the beginning.
Thank you for loving me and thank you for being in my life when I needed you,
I’ll always love you never forget that;
 
I’ll never forget the moments we had together,
I’ll never ever take for granted the times you actually made me happy,
I will never forget about the times you made me feel like I wasn’t alone,
I won’t ever forget about the moments when you made me feel safe even during when I feel like I’m not at home.
Know that no matter where you go or whatever you do I’ll never ever forget you.