It is my actual birthday today  
I am excited yet conflicted  
Twenty eight  
Wow didn't know if I'd make it this far  
What more is there to say?  
The struggle is real  
Feeling like life is kicking me harder  
I will do my best to help you understand how I feel  
On this day I just wish things were different  
 I really really wish you were here  
Still wallowing in my grief for you  
Ya know  
What else am I to do  
I thought you'd make it here forreal  
Till I was at least thirty  
Now I see the full scale of the things  
On this day  
I think about life and death often  
I sigh in the unknown  
I do not want to see an early coffin  
I am greatful though  
Do not get me wrong  
From every fiber of my being  
Down from my head to my toes  
Happy birthday chica  
You made it here  
Step by step  
Used to always walking in fear  
I wish for the happiest of birthdays  
To you my dear  
While all the hours continue to draw near  
And near  
Written by KrystalG
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Happy birthday to me!
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