limbo

even in the dark I see dashes of sparks,
with them closed I see shadows.
they are dancing
but they are lying,
as if they were happy.
their faces hold sorrows from crying.

no longer do they haunt me,
but they taunt me, cackling.
as if my struggles of trying
to keep faith and to refuse to lose
sight of my dreams
are to be worthless, a fantasy.
as if I don't know what grieve is,
to lose so much I would become numb.
as if I don't feel pain because I am still hueman.

as if I try to fool any of them.
I know the ups and downs are a phase
I learned to no longer chase.
what I attract is what is meant for me anyway.
I do not wish to turn anyone away
only to help one another find our way.

but some of us become hungrier to feed off the light they do no possess inside,
and for the ones that have or tried
to steal from us must pay the price.

not to make threats
it is part of the balance
some call it karma
either way, it is the challenge,
that we allowed ourselves in.

we became so distracted
we had forgotten
that everything we need, we already have it.
inside of us it is buried
within our plasma energy
we are a warrior of light and fury
not to cause harm but to undo what has been endlessly brewing.

I lost track on how much mistreatment
I was enduring.
I was never entirely innocent,
I as well, participated in the destruction.
the thunderstorms, fires, and earthquakes
since I was born.

many of us don't know how to contain our power
It is not to be used against one another but to banish the harm
that stomps all over flowers,
the ones that pick on benevolence
for the vitality of evil and greed.
no longer can they exist.
everyday the veil is uplifting,
the unseen is working on the shifting,
connecting the pieces to gain peace,
once again.
we are one, we are all
it is all in what we believe in.