maybe i am // too much

i pick my skin until i bleed
shut my eyes so i canít see
how bad i look, but i hear them say
fat, disgusting, ugly, get away
maybe i am
maybe i am a problem
maybe i am my own death
maybe i am a person without depth
and all i do is hate myself
for everything that i am not
too much
too fat
too loud
too ill
too sad
too negative
too dramatic
all i hear
all i see
is what is disliked
is what is too much
how can i stop hating myself
stop hurting myself
in order to be liked
by people i donít like
by myself
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