seeking resurrection

I cannot bear this silence of your voice
What can I do? it all has been your choice
Self-buried, self-effaced, erased
No hope to know your face
I drown in un-shed tears
Dreadfully fear forsaken years

Now that you have banished me
Locked me out & thrown away the key
Can love ‘tween us nevermore run free?
I dread a future with you dead to me
Do I really hurt you so?
I would know. I would know.
My Love, I’d sheath the knife
If only I could bring you back to life
I would! I Would!
because I miss you!
because I love you!
your voice
Even the echoes fade
Seeking
Resurrection
Please?