Death bed

why did you die in me?
why did you die before me?
why?

why is everything so dry all of a sudden?
Why does it feel like I'm going to suffocate?
why didn't you warn me?

why can't I feel my legs?
why don't I feel anything?
why don't I know your name?

why is everything so wet all of a sudden?
why does it feel like i'm going to succumb?
why didn't you leave a message?

why is this body so still?
why such heavy breathing?
why do i hear laughter in the distance?

why?
why did you die in your own way?
why did you die without me?


PAR