Fade

Everything happens for a reason
Everything changes with the seasons
and I dont know how else to explain
the tension that increases my pain, but
I wont be okay
I'll swim in my pain
I'll try to stay sane
but I know I'll fade

 
I alone knew what was real
and now I dont know how I feel
but one day I'll be looking back
at all the times I've been stabbed in the back
(Chorus)

 
I dont think this was a mistake
and I know for sure nothing will change
the memories that have been left in vain
guess I'm just supposed to feel ashamed
I am not okay
I've drown in my pain
haven't been the same
since I began to fade

 
-Chorus-

 
Dont think I'm okay
since I swallow my pain
I'll never be the same
until I cannot fade

 
-Chorus-(2x)