Atmospheric shaving

To this fear I am alluding
Catastrophic lies colluding
Empty flesh
So ever soothing
Whittle down my hardened core
 
Esoteric feelings
When the wisdom’s unappealing  
Drawn in motion
always reeling
Adrift in simulated lore
 
Lay judgement on a sinner
To remake his spirit thinner
Always fraught
Never a winner
With a mind in constant war

Atmospheric shaving
Expressive thoughts all misbehaving  
Melodies
a constant craving
Shape the surface
I implore
  
 My histrionic maker
Is a forceful  
presence shaker
It took awhile
To truly take her
Beyond the broken door
 
I’ll be closing the incision  
To complete my best revision
Quality
A viable vision
Simmering
and wanting more
 
I have a wisened essence
A myriad of common presence
Structuring the effervescence  
Adopt a spirit  
I adore