Relapse On My Mind

I want to crush you under the weight of my sins,  
Chopped into perfect little lines on a broken mirror.
I want to snort you in rolled up dollar bills  
Eyes watering as my veins rush with a fervor.  
 
I want to lick you from the dope baggy  
To taste you on my tongue as I take you in.  
Guttural moans rising all night long  
Tendrils wrapping 'round me as I let my demons win.  
 
Fuck me till we see the sun peeping in  
I promise I won't tell a soul.  
I am sunshine and smiles on the outside,  
But you know inside me its just a dark black hole.