envious

 
hunted passion starved for your affection
when you turn away
I attack myself I am to blame
for never understanding you
my mind doesn't work right
insanity burns my tongue with the words I say

you are a metaphor I don't get
I get puzzled then hurt
my mind spins
and my heart breaks

madness kicks in and I don't care
where I go I don't know
someone steps in my shoes and walks on
without a second glance at you

I hurt you with the words that are conjured from the dark
envious truth I am damned
to love you inside my empty heart