reckless

 
reckless lust craves danger
deep within my sacredness...hunger
bedeviled by a man
cold steel to the touch
masculine pride hard to reach
penetrates my resolve

I am crumbling
I ache with need
pangs of desire are my undoing
I crawl to you full of passion
you don't want me
that infuriates but titillates
your refusal to see my want
has be wanting you more

I succumb to the darkness of you
your disease is my art project
I will turn something ugly into beauty
you don't know it yet but you need me

I am a monster, I know
drinking off your fantasies
I see landscapes for me and you
in a dungeon of pain

there I meet my maker
in you I know the devil
and between both worlds I am your savior