Heartless Obsessions

This really isnít a good time
I havenít seen her since last July
I quit pushing down the hurt
Now thereís blood pouring out of my eyes
I havenít been the same
Since she gave me back my mind

I get lonely and overwhelmed
I need someone else
A reason to take care of myself

You shouldnít have asked questions
If you didnít want a confession
We donít need a real connection
I love with a heartless obsession
No one can replace her
And her effortless perfection

You showed up randomly yesterday
Filling up her empty space
I havenít slept in a week
But you make me feel safe enough
To dream of everything we could never be
Letís fall in love and get married

This relationshipís coming to an end Whereís the nearest bridge
She was better at stopping my shit
No one looks at me like she used to
I need to find a replacement soon
I donít know what else to do
Written by QuietlyOutspoken
Author's Note
I think I just realized I need to be in love with someone else so I forget how much I hate myself. I miss the girl who made me like me.
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