NOT A TEXT... NOT A CALL...

As I sit here, tears streaming down my face,
I can't help but think of you, in a better place,

Having fun, living life, without a care,
Ignoring my calls, my texts, my despair.

I'm left here in the dark, alone, day and night,
Hiding from the world, too weak to put up a fight.

I try so hard to understand,
Why you left me, why you couldn't stand.

I loved you with all my heart,
But you've moved on, found someone new, ripped me apart.

I tell myself you'll come back, but deep down I know it's a lie,
You're gone, and I can't help but cry.

You ghosted me, left me in the dirt,
With bills and debt, a world that's now curt.

You used me, tossed me aside,
And now I'm left with nothing but pain inside.

I'll never know why you left me,
But I've accepted my fate, ready for what's to be.

As I sit here, staring at the door,
I wonder if you'll ever come back, but I know there's nothing more.

I stare at my phone, hoping for a call,
But all I get is silence, and I feel so small.

The day you left, you left me in a daze,
I feel like you died that day, and I'm left in a hazy, cold maze.

I've accepted death, and whatever comes next,
Knowing I'm empty, hollow, and ready for what's to be,

I'm here wondering so many things,
Is she ok does she need help.

Your on the other side of the country,
it's been over a month still not a text not a call.
I'm still home alone crying,
no-one here to catch Me soon when I fall.

how could she do this she use to be my girl,
She use to be so lovely,
so sweet,
so innocent,
such a gorgeous soul.

It doesn't make sense,
nothing does, not at all,
Never thought she would break that one promise and done what she said she wouldn't do.

that's our relationship why would she risk it all for a few drops?

Did she really choose this over me?

Not once have you asked me,
Are you ok? How are you?
Have you paid rent ?
You don't care about me,

Did you really leave me here crying just for the temporary loss of depression and anxiety...

You left me here crying...
Slowly... dying...
You have left me for your new love....

IT ALL Makes SENSE NOW..

How could I be so clueless and naive,
This world is cold,
It's evil,
I should of seen this coming,
Once again this world has fucked me it has stolen from me the best girl,
I hate this place I'm over it,
Take me away from this world,
How could you do this to me

You have left me...

You have left me for GHB.