Farewell

My cousin and my boyfriend ignore me

They like the thrill
I am boring

She never calls me
She calls her all the time

He never writes me
He writes him every day

They want to get spanked
I got no strength

I am just a perplexed creature
Trying to make it in perpetual boredom
And neuroticism
I got nothing to offer anyone

Someone will like me
But it will not be him
Someone will like me
But it will not be her

They will never call
I got to understand it
It is just hypocrite that they spoke me yesterday

Can you not just go and live with your fuck
Why did you wake me up
I did not ask anything from you.