Love is chaos

How do I say what's on my mind?

I guess I don't get love because I’m fucked over every time.

My walls are up, so it's hard to let you in.

Been hurt so many times, scared to love again.

Been through the wars and afraid I'm made of tin.

it freaks me out, knowing I've fallen again.

you're like a poison, deadly in my veins.

I love it when you're coming, I love it when you stay.

you're like a virus, Can't shake it off.

When you come around my heart gets soft.

A cat with nine lives, I'm on my fucking tenth.

I've been acting cold, there's no use playing pretend.

i haven’t a choice but to fucking give in.

It's still my war and I'm trying hard to forgive.

I feel the warmth once again.

Don't have words for the love you've given.

you're like a poison, deadly in my veins.

I love it when you're coming, I love it when you stay.

you're like a virus, Can't shake it off.

When you come around my heart goes soft.

When I'm with you, it's like you're my addiction.

One hit and I gotta have another.

Deep inside, I know there's nothing better.

but once again i find myself scared.

It freaks me out knowing I've fallen again.

Like a cat with nine lives. I'm on my fucking tenth.

I've acted cold but there's no use playing pretend.

I haven’t a choice but to fucking give in.

It's still my war and I'm letting you in.

For the first time, I'm learning to love again.

I feel warmth, don't have the words for the love you've given.

When I'm with you it's like you're my addiction.

Come save me and be my salvation.

I can't fucking help it.

you're like a poison, deadly in my veins.

I love it when you're coming, I love it when you stay.

you're like a virus, Can't shake it off.

When you come around my heart goes soft.

I tried to run, but you're too fast. Take me away before I turn to ash, and if you hear my heart

stop beating, just know it's in your hands.