else where....

      
     
     
    what's next? what's after this? if one expressed times 10 what one wanted to manifest- would it be working; could it be something if anything at all-half worth it?      
     
    mind couldn't be more open; one's body on this plane-though it does feel as if one's essence else where exists;      
     
   so that is all one ever hopes for; to be freed from what ever this experience here in this "realm" is;      
     
 because one's soul doesn't gravitate to most of one's surroundings; ready to "graduate" in another sense;      
     
  i hardly care for, or want this "experience"....so one lives to pleasure one's senses until the end....      
     
 one's mind is "traveling" on a journey- one's vessel is gradually rotting....      
     
so what's next? what's after this? if one expresses times 100- would it make a difference?      
     
I'd like to believe that it would; because i know that i don't belong here- because one ultimately understands the conclusion of "devolution" -when everything one once found comfort in is stripped....