love

 
will you see me no more?

I like vapor will rise and dissipate on the winds
as incense not incensed I still love
I ache in the eternal mist

I am ISIS, Goddess no more
I don't seek adoration
I don't look for a throne
I desire true love

even, it hurts, this growth
I am evolving
a cosmic need prods me on
a deep greed and I realize I have to have you,
in my life

it hurts this need
I don't want to want you but I do
you are our Father
immortal you are my Husband

I am both masochistic and Sadistic
I am faithful and chaste of nature
in the deep ache I keen
for days gone past
then rises the anger
and I am hardened inside to my lover

you are the faithful ever present being I seek
early in the morning and late at night
if you will I exile, I will

wilting in the eternal void
until I hunger with lust of enough to greet you