ADHD The Undying Disease
When you look at my face,
it is just as ugly to you?
Iíve dealt with these feelings
far to long.
Itís been a long painful road,
with every days end another
nail is nailed in my coffin.
I wonder why am I so dead inside?
I hate myself so much that itís unbearable.
Everyday leaves another scar.
Iím constantly stitching myself together,
but sooner or later there will be no more to stitch.
Thereís a zombie hiding my face,
Iím so faceless!
Jesus, does anybody care?
Thereís something hidden within me,
something cryptic, something I despise!
This pain is unbelievable,
sometimes I canít bare it.
I bet no one listening even cares.
I canít focus!
I canít concentrate!
The ADHD is an undying disease.
The pages in my head keep turning,
Itís killing me!
You all donít understand.
I donít even understand it myself.
I guess I am truly messed upÖ