must be nice....what it must feel like

       
         
         
   to be adorned; to be wanted badly; the "gift" and "curse" of it all; must be nice, what it must feel like to give another's pulse rhythm like the clock....        
         
         
   not sure what to make of "love" in such a world so cruel.... though then again "love" is understanding that.... if lust could make a man's heart stop.... if a storm had human form.... a dream, a nightmare.... everything in between....          
         
            
    depicted on screen-one has-one time or another seen the act of an ideal "match" of sorts- a chemistry worth while-one could dream.. but the world is very mean.... promoting greed in a world without promise....        
         
         
   this mind, this body, this soul brought into this grand scheme of things-"american dreams".... instinctively wanting something so close and yet out of reach....        
         
         
to go against the grain when it comes to society-only roughens the blow of not experiencing what dreamers dream....      
 
like their ideal version of,  You....