it’s a black panther party (HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY 1/9)

u must be a pimp cuz you just hoe’d me
 I can’t, see you in a casket
please don’t od
I ain’t do no tellin have mercy on me
my mama was stressin
ain’t let me breathe
well
i’m done with stressing
I got much more,
blessings
on me
so much that
I be giving
freely
don’t be creepin
 next to me
thinking because I give
you can take, easily
God,
protect me
from
my enemies
 if they strike me
they stop breathing
no more holding my breath
i’m breathing freely
ropes around my neck
being cut like
leaves in the spring
in the summertime
 i’ll be colder
just you watch and see
when I get older
i’ll be knowing
way more better
i’m wiser
like an elder
whatever, happened
in the past
can rest now
 i’m nocturnal
I come alive in the nighttime
do you know
what time it is?
i’m timeless
I should undress
show me what time it is
put your best foot forward
i’m moving forward
I got a spaceship
last time
 they tried to sink my ship
they said don’t fly
too close to the sun
but I don’t listen
 my faith ain’t melt yet
 what you know about that?
pacing in the kitchen
“free my mom”
I should’ve listened
I still remember all the pins
and the codes
and the combinations
just in case
the plan folded
if I was more aware
I would’ve took notice
to the undercovers
you a real soldier
you never folded
you made the blueprint
I made you some pottery
 in school
I hope you
still
see the vision,
clearly
you said we’d be rich
but you didn’t tell me
that we already had the money
a little safety deposit
this lifestyle will drive you crazy
i’m so happy we can talk
on the daily
heavily bonded
try to break us but we baked at
a hunnid thousand degrees
TOP of the morning,
to my white neighbors
they so neighborly
just don’t come knocking
when I throw this party
you invited
last summer
you know exactly what I did
so you know what this summer will be
extra lively
 he hate’s when I’m being extra
that’s just my ID
if I had a time machine
I would go back
just to do the same thing
but this time
 it’s a hot tub time machine
I’m better
managing and functioning
he asked me how I’ve been
I say I’m functioning
and fine, dining
the only thing I be wearing is panty lines
I told you 1,000 times
I’m not changing
1,000 times
read between the lines
I’m doing me
I like to shop
i’m not dropping my hobbies
if you don’t wanna have fun with me
then have a fun life
without the in between
i’m bad like my mother
you ask me what I got from her
bitch, everything
fine china in the kitchen
every night be fine dining
we eating lucky china
I got my fortune cookie
it said
you look good enough to eat
and i’m not Chyna but fuck Kiki
we been making
movie screens
take a look
behind the scenes
and see
we been living
mtv
cribs
and I’m not capping
in the projects
kick us out
we gon keep grinding
you can’t stop God’s timing
that’s everything
a second and a day is the same thing
don’t treat me like I was born yesterday
just yesterday I was up 100k
I doubled that today
and I don’t age
I’m just
 rebirthing
I’m a God on the earth
and I’m guided
while I walk the earth
following the footsteps
set
for
me