Changes

For whatever reason I woke up from a dream.
I dreamed I logged on to this old familiar place
A place I have not seen in years.
This place helped with a darkness I had but never understood.
Hell one could say I still don't know what it was.
All I know is I'm closer to the light than ever.

It's strange typing this, how is it possible, I haven't known my login for years. But from one dream here I am. I read what I felt a decade ago and wonder when it truly changed, was it overnight, or did it take 10 years.. every answer I receive leads me to more question. But the question I seem to have the most is the question I will never be granted an answer. How is the person I've seen so many words from, but never got the chance to meet, how is the poet I loved without knowing, and did she ever forgive me for who I was or still am. And after all this time why am I writing this, who is it for? Me? Anyone who for whatever reason is still reading this? We may never know mystery reader, but fate has brought us both here for a reason. Now for my words..

In the dead of nightfall, though the stars are found
The air is full of darkness, hard to see the ground
And if you keep forward, you'll move or you'll fall
But maybe it's that feeling, that matters most of all
For if you stay standing, the night it shall pass
But when the sun starts shining, you're who you where last
Life has its changes, but some things remain
Pain has its stages, but the sun, it will always stay.