Doesn't phrase me

When just smiling doesn't work anymore
When believing is hoping for a closed door
Can't be me when I have nothing in store

Feeling my feelings has me feeling sore
No use in saying what always gets ignored
Like nothing matters cause what is nothing for

You make my way then want to change like
Making sentence every like to rearrange like
Causing to phrases like phases fade away

Dreaming of you stops the forever sleeping
Nothing matters but now nothing has meaning
And this phrase of me is the one I'm keeping