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I'm ugly inside and out
why else would I be ignored by pretty girls
and how else could I write such
ugly words
all the time
I've been dragged through hell
behind a car going 100mph
for 100 miles
and the skin has all been burned off
from the friction and fire
and now I'm left with all these ugly things
and scars
inside and out
and it's made me a monster
and I'm sick with it's disease
which I don't understand
but I overheard someone say
it has something to do with ethics
which I also do not understand
(I am ugly and filled with a sad hatred)
(I will take you all down with me)
(I will fuck this whole world to death)
(this is what we say)
(when we are filled with ugly things)