illusion

 
I don't know where to turn
I feel you don't love me anymore
maybe I disappointed
perhaps I wasn't the illusion you fantasized
the reality of me hitting hard

I never expected you to look my way
when you did my soul glow
I was in love with you completely
to know you noticed made my heart swell
dandelions in the summer wind
a beautiful revelation

now I think I've lost you
you were only mine in the moment
then when it was gone
I lost a part of myself forever